hala bat ganun..
hala, ang gara naman.. ndi ko mapost ang mga posts ko sa tagged,, panu na un?? dami pa naman nun,, tsktsk.. aayusin ko pa to, anu ba un..anyway,, enrollment na naman sa monday,, may try-out pa for ICON basketball team.. magtry-out kaia ang mga kaklase ko? at makapag-try-out kaia sila?? hmm.. ngaion ko lang pala ulit nakausap si kc sa ym.. after so many years, haha.. la lang, nakakamis..excited na ko magpbl! sana makita ko na sila ulit, hehe..go tigers!!!_DinDin_
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hainako.. badtrip.. un lang ang masasabi ko, badtrip talaga.. ewan ko ba, walang kwenta tong araw na to.. hai..
alam ko it's not that much of a big deal pero, hai, naiinis talaga ko..
kasi naman.. planado na lahat,, sabi ko pupunta ko sa skul ng 2pm para manuod ng pre pageant,, sobrang planado na e.. biglang malalaman ko na quiz bee pala ung 2pm?!?!?! lintek tlga.. pero ang alam ko naman kasi talaga e 2pm ang nakalagay sa bulletin board!! hainako, ewan ko, gusto ko magwala.. xet..
basta, badtrip tlga ko,, gusto ko na magmura, lintek.. wala na kong masabi,, kahit gusto ko pa magtayp, wala na ko masbi.. putek.._DinDin_
i'm back!
haha.. kamusta naman, after.. hmm.. ndi pwedeng ten years, kulang, haha.. anyway, at least, nakapagblog na ko ulit dito.. kamusta naman, october na, matatapos na nga e, ngaun lang ako ulit nakapagpost.. sobrang busy naman kasi sa skul.. anyway.. ang updated ko na posts e ung nasa tagged,, i guess i'll just be posting them here anytime.. aion.. sembreak na pala.. and parang ang bilis kasi 1week na lang papasok na naman.. sa monday enrollment ko na.. hai.. anyway, at least i have some things to look forward to for this sem.. of course, anjan si kc,, si nonoy,, kaso i wonder kung makikita ko pa sila ng ganun kadalas dahil graduating na sila, onti na lang ang pinapasok nila sa skul.. hai, kakamis un pag nagkataon.. tapos ano pa ba, anjan rin ang basketball,, ung tigers nasa pbl,, at ang thomasian goodwill games, basketball naman this sem.. ung volleyball pa pala sa uaap.. televised na daw.. aun.. anu pa ba,, siguro, new classmates? new friends? parang si memel nung first sem, hehe.. hai, dami tlgang kwento.. anyway.. i'll just end this here muna.. aun, susunod na lang ang mga posts ko from my tagged site.. adios pips! go tigers! :-)
DinDin
bUsy, BuSy, bUsY...
---so many things to do---wow.. we're so loaded right now with school stuff.. so may requirements, assignments, projects.. hai.. i know we could all get through.. we just need a little perseverance and a little bit of patience and hard work! i'm sure right after we finish all these, we'll be able to have a very much deserved and needed break.. well, good luck to all of us, especially to me, i don't know what to prioritize first! oh well, i just need some time management.. i mean, time to do this, then time to do that, and etc.. (mali mali na ata grammar ko, pasensya na, haha)as for my extracurricular activities, we will be having the butterfly awards tomorrow, that's with the College Group.. i still don't know what i'm going to wear! maybe i'll just wear a skirt and my orange blouse.. i just don't wanna wear a dress.. hehe.. then.. with the ICOn.. i joined the sports committee.. well, for certain reasons.. one is because i really wanted to.. second, because he told me that he's the sports committee head, and lastly, just because i wanted to spend more time with him and be closer to him.. i already have the chance, i don't want to let this get away again, just like before.. so i grabbed the opportunity, and, well, it was worth it.. now, we're closer than ever.. we now talk when we see each other in school, then during the opening, i just did what he asked me to do.. he was so thankful, and of course, i was so happy.. even though there were certain situations in which i really don't know what to react.. well, i just didn't mind them.. actually, right after that opening day, after we said our goodbyes to them, i really didn't know what to feel.. i mean, i know i'm happy cause the whole day we we're let's say together.. well, not actually really together, he was just around near me or us the whole day and he was really actually talking to me.. but then, when i see him with her, i don't know, it's just different.. i don't know if i should regret joining the sports committee, if i should feel bad, i just don't really know what to feel.. but for sure, i'm not regretting anything.. it's my own decision and i shouldn't regret things.. well, it's just complicated.. my situation i mean.. but i know i'll be able to get through with this, just like what jasper said, 'may mga bagay na ndi natin kaiang abutin, pero hanggat may kaibigan ka, hindi mo kailangang kunin un..' but still, just like the words from ally mcbeal which chinky txted me earlier, 'if u wana end up with the ryt person, uv got to make it hapen.. the best pipol are always taken.. if u don't steal them, you won't have them..' haha! the world's really so complicated.. but of course i don't wanna do that.. that would be too much and besides, i just really cannot do that coz i dont know how! hehe..hai.. anyway.. i'll just end here.. good luck again, to me, my classmates, and to everybody.. ...adios...---when you want something that you've never had, you've got to do something you've nvr done!---
_DinDin_
suddenly, i don't really feel so good...
damn.. why am i feeling like this?? i shouldn't be feeling this way... i don't like what i'm feeling right now... besides, i'm the one who made my own decision.. that's why i shouldn't have any regrets.. i mean, i'm the one who chose this kind of setting, that's why i shouldn't be regretting things right now.. but.. arrgghh!! i'm not saying that i'm really regretting my decision, but still, it doesn't feel right.. i thought everything's gonna be ok, and yet, what's happening.. i can't seem to take it off my mind anymore.. well, i know you're getting a bit confused with what this is all about.. it's just about the cheering squad thing, for the uaap.. actually not just that.. but anyway,, i was supposed to join that squad, but i backed out, i left hanami and joyce there.. the reason why i backed out is because i was afraid that i might have a hard time with regards to my studies.. i was afraid that i wouldn't be able to balance my time and that i might neglect one of my commitments.. i had to prioritize things.. that was it, i was afraid.. i didn't have enough courage to continue and take the risk of doing it, even if i really really really wanted to join that squad.. and now that the first game of UST is over, after i've seen how the squad worked out, after i've realized so many things.. suddenly, i really don't feel so good.. i just came to realize, just like what i told hanami earlier, after i had let go of one of my supposed-to-be-commitments, i thought i was gonna be able to do other things that i really wanted to do as well, just like the staffers for icon.. and yet, it's like, nothing's happening with all the things that i want to do.. what i really wanted was to become a staffer for the sports committee, but i wasn't able to join.. and then there's the volleyball team for the sportsfest, but it's like it's not going to happen either.. i just don't really know now what's going to happen.. i had all the chances right before me, all the chances that i could have with the things that i really wanted to do and yet, i just let them all slip away.. i just let them fly into the air like it's nothing for me.. and now, what? what's going to happen? i guess i don't have to expect anything right now, as in nothing, really.. i just have to do well in my studies, cause that's the most important of all right now.. as for my extra-curricular activities, i don't know what to do.. i'll also just enjoy my pe class.. i'll just enjoy what i have right now, instead of lamenting on all these things that will also eventually just end.. i just hope after this, i'll forget everything, as if nothing happened, and just live with what i have right now and be happy with it.. i know God has other plans for me, and i just have to wait and see what they are.. as i always say, everything happens for a reason.. whatever reason that may be, i just hope that everything will be alright.. now i'm feeling a bit better, and i just hope i'll not feel like this everytime i'm going to watch a game and hear or see the cheering squad there.. i'll just cheer with them i guess.. and just enjoy the game.. (at least i can still cheer for Ateneo, hehe) hai.. i just hope everything's gonna be alright.. help me God.. i feel like there's still so much that i wanted to say, but i just can't express them all in words because i really don't know what to say.. oh well, i'll just end here.. _DinDin_
HaPpY BirThDaY tO mE!!!
---happy dappy birthday---i just turned 18 last sunday! shucks! legal na ako!hehe.. anu ba un.. anyway..my birthday celebration was a great success.. and i mean really great.. here are some details..xmpre sa bahay nag-ayos kami.. muntik pang di magpunta si hanami.. buti na lang napilit ko..nung dumating kami sa place, it really looked nice! siyempre puro orange, tapos may green.. basta ang ganda.. never better.. hehe..late na kami nagstart kasi late na rin dumating ang mga guests (as usual) tsaka umuulan din so baka natrapik or sumthing...pati mga kaibigan at kaklase ko ang tatagal magsidating! kala ko di na tlga pupunta, buti na lng dumating cla.. kumpleto pa ang onseh! yeah! hehe.. andun din ang college group siyempre..then kainan muna before we started the program.. para daw hindi gutom ang mga tao.. may powerpoint presentation pa sila, puro pictures ko.. ok naman, wala naman masyadong kahiya-hiya, wehehe.. then ayon, 18roses.. kulang kulang ang 18roses ko, di kasi nakarating ung iba kaya i had to make some revisions.. buti na lang, may mga nahagilap pa ako kahit last minute na.. ang saya nga nung 18roses e, parang prom lang, hehe.. siyempre ang first and last dance ko ay si papa.. tapos, 18treasures.. muntik na rin magkulang, buti na lang hindi.. ayon, i got a portrait of wesley gonzales! kamusta naman un.. totoo nga, un ang pinakatinreasure ko! hehe.. siyempre ung iba rin tinreasure ko pero xmpre iba rin ung si wesley no, kahit portrait lang niya un, i'l definitely treasure it! tapos ayon, i got a lot of gifts, most of them were bags, at mga kakikayan.. 18 na daw kasi ako kaia magpakakikay na rin ako.. basta un, hehe.. i was just so happy that night.. di man nila nakita, di man masyadong halata, masaya ako nun, sobra, at very thankful.. di ko na nga alam ung sasabihin ko nung nagsalita ako, puro thank you na lang ata ang nasabi ko.. pero in fairness, ndi ako kinabahan or sumthing.. basta masaya.. sobra.. ang gara! hehe..basta, ang saya ng birthday ko.. my best birthday celebration so far.. lahat ng preparations na ginawa namin, it was all worth it.. sobrang thankful lang tlga ako.. after pala ng party e nagstay pa dito sa bahay yung iba kong klasmeyts at pinsan.. tapos aun.. buti na lng la kami pasok ng monday.. at kahit umuwi kaagad ang onseh koh, ok lang, at least nakapunta sila lahat at nakasma ko sila.. hai, i really miss them so much.. aion lang.. yan na lang muna.. gudlak sa cheering squad at sa studies namin.. at sa kaniya naman, siya, ewan ko, wala lang.. haha! ---18 na ba tlaga ako?!?!?!---_DinDin_
after 10 years...
---kamusta naman yon---o di ba, after 10 years, ngaun lang ako nakapagpost ulit! haha! kasi naman.. mejo marami rin ginagawa.. pero ndi pa maxado sa skul, hehe.. at least eto at makakapagupdate na ko ng blog ko!it's almost a month since my last post here.. june1 pa ung last post ko, and what date is it no, june24.. buti nga ndi na umabot ng 1month e, baka mabulok na to tulad ng dati kong blog.. aion..updates updates.. isa isahin natin,,june3 my dad arrived from Qatar.. he went home for my birthday! o di ba, so special, hehe.. tsaka xmpre para makapagbakasyon na rin siya.. sinundo namin siya sa airport and then we went to DutyFree kaagad.. excited magshopping e,, at bumili pa si itay ng bagong tv, buti na lang kasya dun sa fx.. ang dami rin uwi ni itay, at may cell na ko ulit! gift niya skin! hehe.. iingatan ko na to, sayang no, ganda ganda, may camera pa, hehe.. june5enrollment ko na.. hai.. ang tagal namin pumila huh.. grabeng enrollment talga yan.. kamusta naman ang sked namin, hanggang 7pm kami lagi.. pero aios na rin.. kasi last sem halos gabi na rin ako nakakauwi, hehe.. mahirap lang sumakay papasok at pauwi,, pag papasok, puno ang mga bus at fx, pag pauwi naman, minsan mahaba pa ang pila sa lawton.. ayoko naman magbus, ang arte e no? hehe.. wala lang.. aion.. kasama ko klasmeyts ko nagenroll,, kay hanami kami nagpa-assess,, klasmeyt ko si hanami sa pe.. tapos LTS ang kinuha namin.. tapos magkaklase sila joyce at leah sa pe.. si angeli nahiwalay kasi iba sked niya.. tapos, nakita ko pala ulit siya, nung enrollment.. xmpre kasama na naman si dakila.. tapos nakita ko rin si nonoy.. pagdating ko ng bahay, nalaman ko na aalis pala kami ulit.. nakapagpahinga pa naman ako kahit onti.. nagpunta kami sa patay,, at pagkatapos nun, sa bday naman ng pinsan ko.. o di ba, patay tapos bday, hehe.. june8-10nag-Baguio kami!! yey! ang pangarap kong makaapak ng Baguio natupad na! whole family pa, at kasama pa si hazel! san ka pa! hehe.. grabe, pagdating namin ng baguio, pagbaba namin ng bus, nanginginig na ko sa lamig.. actually sa bus pa lang nilalamig na ko, pero aus lang, lalo akong nanginig nung bumaba kami,, 4am na kasi nun, nung dumating kami ng Baguio.. 11pm ng june7 kami umalis ng manila,, bilis nga ng biyahe e, xmpre madaling araw kasi,, tapos, nung dumating na kami sa place na pagiistayan namin, natulog muna kami sandali, tapos naggala kami ulit mga 9am un.. nagpunta kami sa Cathedral, tapos sa Minesview park , tapos kumain kami ng lunch, then naghorseback riding kami ni hazel kung saan sumakit ang mga pwet namin sa isang oras na pagsakay sa kabayong sila Kobe at Sonic X,, astig nung mga kabayong un,, hehe,, after nun, namalengke na ata kami, at umuwi.. then the next day, sa PMA muna ata kami, tapos sa Botanical Garden,, nagSM Baguio din kami kung saan bumili ako ng notebook,, hehe.. ang lamig dun, grabe, dinaig pa ata mga aircon, hehe.. tapos.. nun din kami nagshopping galore.. pero ndi sa SM huh.. bumili ng mga pasalubong sa mga kaibigan, kamag-anak, etc.. dun ata naubos pera namin, haha! after nun, nung saturday ng umaga, umuwi na kami.. 9:20am umalis ung bus sa Baguio, dumating kami sa bahay mga between 4-5pm.. o di ba, ang tagal, hehe.. tapos aion.. xmpre nagpicture-picture na din kami dun sa Baguio.. puro na nga mukha ko ung andun e, hehe.. june11nagpunta kami sa Bulacan, namimis na daw kasi ni lola inang ang kanyang anak at nalimutan na daw ata siya.. kaia aion, pinuntahan na namin..june12sa pasay naman kami nagpunta,, supposedly, anniv un ng lolo at lola ko, e wala naman sila dun sa bahay at nagbakasyon, kami na lang muna ang nagcelebrate sort of, hehe.. saglit lang din kami dun at umuwi din kami kaagad..june13 -- start of classes daw, pero mass lang naman un kaia di na kami pumasok..june14 -- aian, start of classes na tlga, at wlang mga prof as usual, isa lang ata ang dumating o dalwa.. *habang nangyayari pala ang lahat ng ito'y kasabay ang pagpapagawa ng kisame ng aming bahay, kaia nabaklas ang pc at di ako makagamit..aion..*after nyan, eto, back to school na naman nga kami.. nagkita kita na kami muli.. at nameet na ang mga prof.. ok naman sila so far, hehe.. ung adviser lang namin, hanggang ngayon di pa rin kami sinisipot.. nu na kaia nangyari dun.. aion.. xmpre, nakita ko na naman sila, si nonoy, si soulmate, si mr.mvp, atbp, ang dami e no? haha! basta un, sila, ganun pa rin sila,, at siyempre, siya, si kc, at ang dakila, hai.. at least nagbatian na kami sa skul nung isang araw, bday gift ko na yun, hehe.. si drummerboy pa pala, nakita na namin siya ulit, at CYA pala siya! grabe,, at dahil sa kaniya, nagcheering squad kami! hehe.. actually di lang naman dahil sa kanya, ako gusto ko na tlga, dati pa.. pero xmpre, kasama na siya sa mga dahilan di ba, hehe.. exempted na kami sa pe pag nagtuloy tuloy na tlga kami.. ok lang, saya nga e, cheer ka lang ng cheer, makakanuod ka pa ng games, o di ba.. hehe.. free transpo pa, ewan ko lang ung tiket.. orientation nga kanina e, kaso ala si drummerboy.. pero aios lang.. gusto ko nga rin magstaffer sa icon, e kaso hanggang kahapon lang ata pwede magregister or sumthing, pero pag pwede pa, ill try, hehe.. grabe na itong updates ko.. well, nothing has changed.. except for the fact na gabi na ko lague uuwi,, buti na lang nakakasabay ko si matthew pag minsan, at least may kasabay ako,, tama na nga to, till next time na lang.. *gusto ko mag pepsquad, kaso mahirap..kaianin ko kaia??**legal na pala ko bukas!hehe..*---nikakabahan ako para bukas---_DinDin_
hmmm.... *wala akong maisip na title, hehe*
---wala lang---tagal ko na namang di nakapagblog..mejo busy para sa birthday e, pati sa paglilinis ng bahay..dadating na si papa sa saturday! yey!hehe.. at makakapagcelebrate siya ng father's day dito..first time! hehe..aion.. anu pa ba.. about skul naman, enrollment namin sa june5.. kamusta naman un, ang panget ng sked namin.. hanggang 7pm lahat ng klase ko! ang start niya e 11am or 1pm or 2pm.. basta iba2 everyday..wala pa kong kasabay umuwi,, how sad.. hehe.. pero aus lang, dapat na rin masanay.. anu pa ba.. sana may bagong klasmeyts..wala lang, para masaya, may bagong tao, ehehe..aun.. mis ko na ulit si kc.. at pati si wesley.. tagal ng next game nila..panalo harbour kanina! saya saya! hehe..aian.. wala na ko malagay..gudlak na lang samin ngaung 2nd year,, sana kaianin namin.. lalo na ako.. mejo natatakot ako e, hehe.. eniwei, kaia ko to! hehe..sana maging maayos ang bday ko..---aun lang---_DinDin_
upDatEs...
---kamusta naman un---hai... tagal ko na namang di nakapagpost dito.. wala lang.. la rin naman kasi maxado nangyayari..well, at least ngaun meron.. updates na lang muna..so far, ang preparation para sa debut ko e halfway na,, ginagawa ko na ang souvenirs, ok na ang fud at place,,, wala na lang akong invitations at damit.. ai ung mga 18 roses at candles pa pala aayusin pa.. aun.. tapos ung camping sa college group.. well, aun, di ako makakasama.. unfortunately, kulang ang team champion/team sakto, hehe.. pero aios lang, i understand mama and papa naman.. kaia aun..sa pagpapapayat ko, walang nangyayari... ewan ko ba, haha! ang pagbabadminton namin natigil, kmusta naman un.. anu pa ba.. ngaung araw, nagmiting kami, nung aking mga celgrupmates.. pinagusapan ang tungkol sa camping.. aun.. anu pa ba.. ngaung araw naman.. kamusta naman un.. hehe.. kasi aun nga, nagsabi na ko kay mama tungkol sa camping,,, parang ayaw niya, magpaalam daw muna ko kay papa,, nung magpapaalam na ko, nasabi na pala niya at di na nga ako pinayagan, hehe.. ang saklap no? pero aus lang, may next time pa, i hope.. tapos, e di un, mejo nalungkot ako xmpre... at habang nagchachat ako sa ym, biglang ,may nagmessage! at siya! basta siya! nakachat ko ulit siya after a very long time! halos 1month din! o more than pa! basta.. lupit talaga tumiming ni lord.. thank you po sobra! hehe.. hai wala lang.. sana naman wala tong malupit na kapalit.. i mean wag muna ngaun,,, natutuwa pa ko maxado e, hehe.. aion lang naman ang happenings so far.. marami na naman tulo ang bahay because of typhoon caloy, wehehe... pero aus pa naman.. malapit na umuwi si papa,,, malapit na pasukan pero di ko muna iniisip un.. nageenjoy pa ko, hehe.. anu pa ba.. hmmm.. sana makapunta ko kina zel bukas, hehe.. gusto ko na rin bumalik ng uste at lagot ata ako kay ifor, wah! hehe... aun.. wala na, next time na lang ulit... adios....---everything REALLY happens for a reason---_DinDin_
wALa LanG...
---wala lang---gusto ko lang magblog kahit wala naman isusulat, hehe...ayoko na kasi magsulat ng malungkot, and besides, di ko na maxado iniisip un, hehe...may glue gun na kami! thanks to jam! masisimulan ko na ang mga give aways na gawin, wahehe...pero di ko pa rin lam panu ung invitation.. hmm..eniwei, wala talga ko mailagay.. hehe.. sana pala makasama ako sa camping ng college group, sana payagan ako nila mama.. hais... sayang din un pag di ako nakasama, hehe..at masaya pala ko ngaion kasi nakasama kong muli ang aking college group family, at padami na kami ng padami!! mga antiochers, dadagdag na!! at marami pang gusto sumali!! saya!! hehe.. aion lang.. wala na talga ko mailagay, hehe..in fairness, humaba siya, haha! aion.. yngatz..---wala lang talga---_DinDin_
